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Absolute
02:53
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I'm thinking in absolutes, I'm obsessing with bad news, and that won't change, I will always be in this place,
I'll keep my distance from everyone that knows my name, this will be my favorite day, when I work to remember what life is like without you,
Do you think I can't see it, the distance gets worse every night,
Don't say that you're leaving, cause I'm leaving first to prove you were right,
It gives me more time to breathe, when you call everyone before me, it sounds like pain, every time you say you feel the same,
The coffee got cold but so did I, a cigarette smoke scented lie, and I've been thinking, maybe it's sadder not to cry,
Do you think I can't see it, the distance gets worse every night,
Don't say that you're leaving, cause I'm leaving first to prove you were right
I thought you would catch me when I fall,
But I hit the ground and I didn't feel anything at all
You liked
The thought of a promise
Inside
You didn't want this
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Adjustments
03:53
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These streets take on a lean-
Cause I got liquor tied to decisions and I've been thinking,
How all I want is permanence in the numbing,
A little break from hopeless dreams and overthinking,
So I lose track of the questions but know exactly how to feel,
I lose track of the questions but know exactly how to feel,
I lose track of the questions but know exactly how to feel,
I lose track of the questions but know exactly how to feel,
I'm putting up walls to keep you far away,
No matter why you try to tear them down you'll become an enemy,
So I'll walk til my feet bleed, with no sense of urgency,
I'm killing time til I feel happy, it's coming any day,
>So I lose track of the questions but know exactly how to feel
>If you don't cause the shaking, why’d i ever let you leave
>I will be gone by tomorrow and that’s all I know
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Brainfreeze
01:52
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I would like my brain to stop, cause I'm at work and it's getting frisky,
I would like my brain to stop, cause I'm trying to speak and it's interrupting
Cause I talk too much, and mostly in apologies, but that's regretfully, a part of me,
I'm all out of luck, but I keep gambling with the feeling, and that’s regretfully, a part of me,
I would like my brain to stop cause I'm not that funny and it's getting embarrassing,
I would like my brain to stop cause I'm always tired but can never fall asleep
Cause I talk too much, and mostly in apologies, and that's regretfully, a part of me,
I'm all out of luck, but I keep gambling with the feeling, and that’s regretfully, a part of me
HEY
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Songbird
03:38
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I am a songbird, there's only music inside me, all the kindness that I know I forget with my dreams,
Define that one word, that you use far too often, you've made it weak you've made it an apology, it's violence you speak,
So much to say, no idea how it feels to lose,
How it feels when you're being pulled to the other side, well sometimes it's chemical, sometimes it just feels right,
I'm struggling I knew I would but is it worth the fight, everyone's having fun, but tonight-, tonight- it feels just right,
I am a songbird, I will swallow all these screams til I've destroyed all the beauty that you ever saw in me,
Remember that young boy, remember your obsession with the void well I'll do my best to beat you there cause maybe then you'd have to hear,
You've got so much to say, no idea how it feels to lose
How it feels when you're being pulled to the other side, well sometimes it's chemical, sometimes it just feels right,
I'm struggling I knew I would but is it worth the fight, everyone's having fun, but tonight- tonight- it feels just right
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5. |
And a Bottle
03:03
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I am not alone, til I smell you on my bedsheets,
But there was no sweetness in your kiss, I forgot how happy I could be
This will elevate your heartbeat,
The devil is in my bloodstream, and I still hear,
Just hold me close, was it you that let go, was I too fucked up, to love you more, than bud and a bottle,
I'm more of a mess when I'm clean, I'm most comfortable in your thoughts, I hope you're thinking about me,
It's foggy and I'm falling, Not sure if you're happy about it, but I'm still here,
Just hold me close, was it you that let go, was I too fucked up, to love you more, than bud and a bottle, bud and a bOTTLE
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Stillness
02:50
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You were the moon and the stars, so beautiful that night but now it's, morning and I don't know where you are,
I left in a hurry, at this time in this state, but I got a feelin you won't care enough to worry,
I think I jump started your heart, now its working fine l should've known that doesn't make it mine,
I found myself, my brand new hell,
I'm trapped in the stillness of your stare, and that shade of confidence you wear,
All this time we've spent apart, a great reminder that underneath everything I have always been weak,
I don't believe in things like fate, but I think I'm only given love when it's forced or fake,
So leave me burned up and charred, cause there's no way this will be as good as the start,
I found myself, my brand new hell,
I'm trapped in the stillness of your stare,
I found myself, a brand new hell,
I'm trapped in the stillness of your stare, and that shade of confidence you wear
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Off Time
02:26
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Thrown off time and I can't keep a hold of, these steps seem in place, but I'm struggling with the weight of,
heavy hearts, so anxious to spark, looking around for love or a new way to fall apart,
WhooaaOoooa~ WhooaaOoooaoo~ WhooaaOoooaooOOOoo~
Kiss goodbye, but I want it all the time, are you fearful of my face, growing accustomed to my taste or,
Creating space, between you and I, I've done this dance before, I always end up on the floor,
WhooaaOoooa~ WhooaaOoooaoo~ WhooaaOoooaooOOOoo~
Will you catch me,
When I fall down,
When I fall down,
When I fall down,
When I fall doooOOOoown
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In My Head
03:49
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Well I hope you're being careful, cause the next step’s on a blade but if you go real slow, it might not break the skin, but i think you're better off where you've been,
Cause the minds a dangerous place, i choose most times to keep away, I that's why I think deep down you're like me, I think that's why you'd like to stay, I'm still not sure how that'd make you sane,
Get that green in my head, cause I could use the rest, never safe in this bed,
Keep these dreams, out instead, imagination is a threat when you're mind wants to wander,
Good intentions and anxiety will always get the best of me but if i keep a strong face, i think that could be the key, and i think that's how the world must be,
I've kept my chin up and my face clean trying to fit in or be unseen, if I move real slow, do you think I'd cause a scene, would it make me worth a memory,
Get that green- in my head, cause I could use the rest, never safe in this bed,
Keep these dreams-, out instead, imagination is a threat when you're mind wants to wander,
Was it worth it, did I deserve it, did I work enough yet, was I worth it,
Just keep a strong face
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Vocals/Guitar - Matt Ruiz
Guitar - Kenny Rosa
Bass - Jordan Jones
Drums - Lucas Aton
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